What areas of your life are you trying to improve?
How are you becoming a better person? (We can all get better)
How can you use the powers of consistence and persistence to reach your goals?
What are your weaknesses and what are your strengths?
How can you use your strengths to improve your weaknesses?
These questions are important ones to answer every few months or so. I believe in the power of frequent self evaluation. This helps me control my own life and keep me on the path of INTENTION and prevents zombifying my life by riding the wave of MOMENTUM.
Now I’m gonna spend the morning really considering and answering these. Happy Tuesday!
Fill in the little stars with whatever four letter word you want, but understand that in my eyes its intended to start with an ‘F’.
Blah what a hot, humid, soul crushing long run this morning.
12 miles usually isn’t too bad….in the spring, fall and winter. In summer (summer is coming) it is an energy zapping goliath EFFORT!
When it is already 80 degrees and 70% humidity at 8 in the morning you know you are in for a hellish workout.
Here’s what I learned about myself this morning:
I’m stubborn when I argue with myself
“Listen brain, I said TWELVE MILES and by golly we are going to do TWELVE MILES!!”
“Wow you are super cool for saying ‘by golly’…that’s what all the kids are saying these days.”
“Quiet you!”
The Obstacle is the Way
To prepare for my upcoming athletic events (which as of right now consist solely on climbing the second highest mountain in Colorado next week and preparing for the sleepless nights of newborn dadhood) I must choose to embrace Obstacles. (This word is underlined, bolded, and in italics…must be important!)
Humidity is just an obstacle.
When you’re trying to finish 12 miles, it is a craptastic should destroying obstacle, but its JUST an obstacle nonetheless.
Life will present you PLENTY of obstacles, use them to better yourself!! But be aware to not let the obstacles use you. Don’t back down from these barriers.
View them for what they are- simply stepping stones to accomplishment.
Obstacle appears, you embrace the challenge, you figure out how to get past the obstacle and take home the lessons learned for obstacles to come, a new obstacle appears.
That’s how it is. In that sense I’m grateful that it was humid and I had to deal with adversity on what should have been an ‘easyish’ workout.
I sweat like a pig (Do pigs sweat???? More scientific research needed)
On the other hand I stick with my original “**** humidity “statement!
I was drenched instantly and had to deal with attempting to stay hydrated with only two bottles of water.
In retrospect, I should have packed some electrolytes and maybe a third bottle, but the intense humidity popped up unexpectedly to me (although if I had any sense I would have just googled the weather).
Guess I learned some lessons from today’s obstacles.
I could probably use some good ole fashioned adversity every now and then
Sometimes I go on “cruise control” and although I’m working out or running I’m essentially going through the motions.
Am I challenging myself? Nope….I’ve done this workout a billion times before.
When I have an upcoming race or an event to train for this doesn’t happen as often as each workout becomes important to get my body ready for the event. Unfortunately, I don’t have anything on the schedule right now. Maybe this is a clue that “Time to search for the next thing to train for.”
Needless to say today taught me that it’s good to get pushed out of my comfort zone every so often.
At the end of the run, I was drenched. I looked like someone just heaved me in a river, clothes and all. For the last 7 miles, my soaking wet running shoes would squish and slosh with every step I took. Afterwards I poured probably a good 20 oz bottle worth of sweat out of them (hey…I didn’t say this blog was going to skimp on the grubby details, did I?).
Now I’m at home having spent the last two hours chugging water.
I’m glad I did it. Glad I finished the twelve miles.
I’m sitting here basking in the glory of that feeling of accomplishment that you get when you actually finish something that your brain and body wanted nothing more than to quit.
Feels pretty damn good!
Hope you go out and overcome some obstacles today.
One of my best friends is in the midst of his 14ers Project where he is hiking 75 mountains in 75 days and filming a documentary. We’re not talking about “small” mountains, we are talking the 14ers- the tallest ones in the contiguous United States!
As of today he has finished 15 and is going strong! Please support him by following Calvin.Johannsen on instagram or the hashtag #14ersproject or #75mtns75days
If you are in Colorado, California or Washington feel free to join him by contacting him by filling out the participation form here. He’s currently in Colorado in the middle of the “Collegiate Peaks”, the massive mountains lining the skyline between Buena Vista and Leadville, and is hopefully part way up Mt. Yale this morning.
My throats a little itchy…My 2 year old has been feverish for four days…I stayed home with her, sat by her, took care of her while she was coughing in my face, blowing snot rockets, and wiping her nose on my arm.
I won’t catch it though. I’m indestructible. Lets go on a run!
Wow what a beautiful run! A little slower than normal…but that’s cause I was taking in the beauty of Asheville…right? A couple coughing fits…no biggie.
Ok tomorrow morning I’ll do my long run at 5am.
Day 2:
5am alarm. I could always use a day off. Alright rest day today, long run tomorrow. My throats a little sore…weird?
10am. Cough, cough. Maybe its allergies.
11am. Yay my daughter’s fever is gone!!! Good for her. I’m glad this household is finally done being sick.
Noon. Holy shit….I feel lightheaded.
1pm. Yup….I have a fever now.
5pm. Alright the fevers gone! Maybe it was only a quick sickness (contrary to it taking 6 days for my daughter to get over).
6pm. Long run tomorrow!!! Better set my alarm.
10pm. F*** the fevers back.
Day 3
Well I’m now in a pile of my own sweat, shaking profusely. Looks like rest day #2! That’s cool my body probably needs it. I’ve been pushing pretty hard this summer.
Lets just watch movies on the couch all day!
Day 4
Alright this has to be the last day of this fever. Oh my god…its still there! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Ok, calm down, you got this. More movies??? scroll through Netflix, HBO, Youtube….shit I’ll even scroll through Vimeo.
Nothing. Nothing I want to watch.
Put on my favorite race day “Table Rock Ultra” shirt to feel better as I wallow in my own virus-infected bodily fluids….
My mom just got back from mountain biking in Moab. My dad is about to embark on a 6 week road trip to Alaska. One of my best friends is three days into his quest to hike 75 mountains in 75 days (14ersproject.org) Another best friend has lost a bunch of weight being consistent and persistent in his running and diet. I have a cousin who is 2 months away from a multi day stage race in Iceland (runiceland.org) My wife is finishing her 3 year medical residency (really an 11 year grind). And there’s probably hundreds of other people in my life doing amazing things!
Last summer I turned to the Iron Cowboy for my daily inspiration as he completed 50 ironmans in 50 states in 50 days. To find this year’s motivation I have to look no further than the people closest to me. That’s quite incredible. I don’t think everyone is able to say that.
So today I want to express gratitude for everyone in my life who is out there accomplishing their dreams, striving to make themselves better, and exploring this beautiful world.
I’m a lucky man to have these adventurers in my life. I’ve been raised to love the outdoors, to seek exploration, and to realize the importance of seeking life journeys. I am surrounded by people whom I care about who share the same ideals. You guys all inspire me to be a better person and to reach higher than I thought possible.
I’m so grateful for the last few days as I’ve had the opportunity to grace myself with so much wonderful knowledge and experiences about POISON IVY.
It’s been a constant joy trying to fight off the “itch demons” every second of every single day. (Don’t itch, don’t itch, don’t itch, don’t itch)
I can’t be more thankful for the opportunity to see more and more rashes pop up when I periodically glance in the mirror.
I am very much a better man because I now understand that poison ivy can last quite a few weeks and end in permanent scarring. (Don’t itch, don’t itch, don’t itch, don’t itch)
I can truly say I enjoy waking up in the middle of the night desperately unconsciously scratching the hell out of the back of my knee.
It’s been so rewarding rubbing steroid cream all over my legs every few hours. (Don’t itch, don’t itch, don’t itch)
I love seeing the horrified look on the faces of my friends as I show them my grotesque legs.
I feel so blessed because I get to explain to my two year old that her dear old dad got a “boo boo” because he was running where he shouldn’t.
I’m basking in the glory of my wife’s “I told you so” during our discussions of the correlation between my trail running and the chance of getting poison ivy.
Trail running in the Linville Gorge (about an hour east of Asheville) has been a goal of mine ever since we moved out east. Like a Game of Thrones character this area goes by many different nicknames: the most rugged wilderness on the east coast, the Grand Canyon of the East, or simply the gem of North Carolina. It is only one of two gorge’s east of the Mississippi and is one of the only hikes around here where you find complete isolation (similar to a hike into the Rocky Mountains). In otherwords, the Linville Gorge is unlike anything else in the Southeast.
Two years ago I ran my second 50k up some dirt roads on the east side of the Gorge. It was in a miserably cold rain storm in the middle of December. A 33 degree downpour where I was lucky to even move my fingers enough to put my gloves on (on the plus side the thought of “getting the hell out of the cold” made me run pretty fast). As I was running through the fog, I could only see a few feet in front of my face . I kept thinking to myself “you know, I bet this area is unbelievably gorgeous in nice weather.” I’ve been meaning to come back ever since. Sunday night I got the view that was taken from me that day.
Wiseman’s View:
Yeah….the Gorge is beautiful. I was nearly overcome to the point of tears at what I was seeing.
The next day I met a friend visiting from Iowa and we spent the morning hiking around the Blue Ridge Parkway (Black Balsam Knob, Sam’s Knob, Skinny Dip Falls….all very suggestive names). That afternoon we met his family and fueled up on breweries and delicious food before I headed back to my campsite at Lake James.
Tuesday morning was my big adventure of the trip. The plan was to trail run out and back from Shortoff Mountain to Table Rock; approximately 12 miles or, as it will be known from here on out, “the most brutal half marathon I’ve ever ran”.
At 7:25a.m., consisting solely on the previous day’s diet of beer and perogies, I began the run.
The ascent of Shortoff Mountain is probably runnable but, in order to conserve energy, I chose to hike it. 25 minutes later I was at the top where I was greeted by a fantastic view of Lake James.
At this point it was already getting HOT…extremely hot. And, in classic east coast fashion, super freaking humid.
The next two miles were pretty flat as I traversed the eastern ridge of the gorge on the Mountains to Sea trail. At times I weaved into the woods where tree branches, thorn bushes, and high grass covered the rocky and rooty path. (NOTE: all measurements are estimated as I’m too lazy to look up actual distances…your welcome)
The sun was pounding down and dehydration was fast catching up to me. I had three full bottles; two in the front of my Ultimate Direction pack and one stashed in the back and I was determined to be very conservative on the first half of the run.
Eventually I descended to Chimney Gap and began the climb to the chimneys. This was the climb that almost broke me. No tree cover meant that the steep trail was SCORCHING HOT. Instantly I was soaking wet….my clothes felt like I had just stepped out of a pool. All this sweat means I’m losing A LOT of electrolytes and tons of water…I need to rehydrate soon. I chugged a half bottle of water and fought off the voice telling me to turn around. This mountain will not beat me today became my mantra as I huffed and puffed up the hill.
I love these moments. When you have to conquer that inner monologue. Your brain stuck in that negative loop as “doom watch 2016” has taken over and you are stepping into battle with that part of your brain.
I haven’t always been good at battling my own negativity. Doom and gloom mode has emerged victorious many times before. “Pre-adventure seeking Chris” would have turned around, whereas over the last few years I have discovered that my body is can push past obstacles that my mind deems too difficult.
This is why everyone NEEDS to create these mini-adventures- self understanding.
You will improve by leaps and bounds once you challenge yourself into tough, grinding, brutal situations. Step outside your daily routine and find these challenges. They will be uncomfortable…even miserable at times, but seeking that is a GOOD THING. These situations will help you discover what you are capable of! And at the end of the day you will look back with a smile thinking “I can’t believe I almost gave in…what was I thinking??”
At the Chimneys I ran into an Outward Bound rock climbing group who informed me that “no there is no running water at the Table Rock Picnic Area.” Good thing I was being conservative. Once I got to my turn-around at Table Rock I chugged a half bottle of water and began to retrace my steps.
It was a tough two hours (and only 6 miles) to the halfway point so I took a few minutes to rest and appreciate the view (and chow down some Honey Stinger Gummies).
The way back was beyond challenging but pretty uneventful consisting mostly of me bargaining with myself…”Okay if you run for the next 20 minutes than you can drink a half bottle of water.” This helped fight off the dizziness of dehydration as I dragged my scratched up smelly body through the mountains.
I made it back to Shortoff and finished my water. The last mile was a downhill quad burner that seemed to go on forever. Two things kept me going: the dream of sandals and of pouring a bunch of cold water all over my body.
10 minutes later I got both of those things.
I was a happy boy.
Throughout the 4 hours (my slowest half marathon!) I faced self-doubt, dehydration (my pee was almost brown by the end), and the fear of isolation in the wilderness. Make no mistake about it this was mental toughness training as much as it was physical body training. Overcoming those challenges made me BETTER. I drove away from the Gorge BETTER than I was 4 hours before.
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